Weird.

The last few weeks have been.... Weird. 

There have been some fun times, quite a few sad and a lot of weird.

It was my 23rd birthday on June 5th.

There was so much birthday love given to me.

I will do a seperate post on what Husband took me to do the weekend before my birthday!

One of the weirdest moments of the last few weeks was getting a birthday present in the mail from my dad.

It was so weird to think that he was here a few weeks ago.

That he was alive to order this present I held in my hands.

It was so weird that I couldn't call him.

To say "thank you" or "I love you".

Or both!

My mom also found her birthday present from my dad!

He had already signed the card and everything!

My dad was really good at planning ahead.

I am so glad.

It was also weird sitting with my primary class during singing time, practicing their Father's Day songs for next weeks program.

It also sucked.

I feel like next Sunday is going to be...weird.

I also have had a few people tell me that "you think that this would never happen to you",but that's not true. I feel like I might have always had a feeling that I might lose my dad sooner than I should.

And that is WEIRD.

Through the last few weeks my testimony has become stronger through my dad.

We have found many things he wrote telling us what he believes and knows to be true.

It has helped me through this time so much.

And to know he is no longer in his broken body and is happy!

I know he is still watching over us.

I love you, Dad!